To understand how chaos ever did serve a purpose, I will post an article I wrote in my diary when I last went to Ireland.
I became aware that something was wrong in terms of the way one matrix yields to another, through a dream - I saw the book of the future written and drawn on black paper like a cartoon that has outlines but hasn’t been filled in yet. I was told to take a part in a trilogy of movies because their “success was assured” - they were written into the next three matrices of the cosmos.
This has stuck in my mind because our becoming more evolved was meant to be exponential, not linear like a succession of pre-determined steps. Mother has since put in the Book of Creation that the matrix changes moment by moment as Mother’s highest and most beautiful feelings of Her heart change. That determines the change in the one matrix (the others have been dissolved) not how closely Her creations live the ideal.
The Purpose of Chaos
For chaos to exist within the perfection of the Infinite’s Being, it must have a purpose. For eons of existence the sons and daughters of light have known very little about chaos; not even understanding it when seen mirrored by those who have embodied chaos. After all, one can only understand what is within oneself.
Until the purpose of life changed in August, 2006* when a pole reversal occurred within the macrocosm, chaos was seen as a growth mechanism. The purpose of life up until that point had been to comprehend certain portions of existence by turning the unknown into the known through experience.
If chaos is defined as the unidentifiable portions of existence that cannot be determined as to whether they reflect the Infinite’s perfection or not without experiencing them, August 2006 should have been a dramatic turning point. At that juncture of existence all within existence had been identified as to whether it was life-enhancing or whether it was not.
If, on the other hand, chaos is defined as the perpetuating of obsolete patterns, the cosmic ascension that has been in full effect since February 2005, should have brought a dramatic lessening of it. Within the etheric realms the cosmic ascensions’ effects have been profound. In material life chaotic conditions still seem to exist.
Thus if chaos is no longer there to signal us where the mystery of beingness waits to be solved and obsolete patterns dissolving has not brought an end to it, what then explains it? Although there has been a lessening of chaos due to these two factors, the results are not as visible in what has changed, but rather in what has not happened; the large scale catastrophes long predicted that have not occurred.
The core of the problem of our not seeing the desired degree of diminishing chaos, lies in our not properly understanding what it is. To explain the role chaos has played within the large picture of cosmic growth, it is necessary for us to comprehend how cosmic growth takes place.
*This is explained in The Ring of Truth
The Dynamics of Cosmic Growth
1. Certain building blocks of existence hold the large template or pattern of life, in place.
2. Within this pattern (think of it as the ideal), individual beings have a certain amount of freedom of expression. They will either choose to work with the pattern or against it. They will cooperate with the highest good or not.
3. Two scenarios can shift the over-all template: firstly, if enough beings cooperate with the large pattern (the Infinite’s will), bringing its full potential into actuality by contributing their rich and diverse interpretations of it.
4. Not only can we evolve life by finding new ways in which to express its perfection, but the Infinite can as well. This occurs by the Infinite exploring Itself within that specific pattern, or perspective. When enough self-perception takes place, the Infinite’s pattern of expression (the template) transfigures to a higher one.
5. The large will of the Infinite, or template, is the highest order of existence in the cosmos at any time. Our lives as we strive to bring them into alignment with the big picture are of a lower order.
6. Because, the minute we catch up to some extent with the perfection of the large pattern, we cause it to transfigure to a higher one yet again, the gap always remains.
At this point our definition of chaos needs to change to reflect the actual process of cosmic growth. Chaos is indeed part of the Infinite’s perfection when we realize it is a higher order seen from a lower order’s perspective. A higher order’s perspective sees the perfection of the divine pattern, while the lower order sees it a chaos. The caterpillar, not yet able to see the beauty of the butterfly he is transfiguring into, finds his metamorphosis catastrophic and chaotic.
Are we then doomed to always live in chaos because this gap will always exist? Behind the face value, the appearances of life, the pattern can be seen. It takes constant vigilance on our part to cultivate this eternal perspective; to see the perfection of what sages have called the “real” behind the chaotic appearances.
The template is the structure of life; the banks of the river. The flowing torrent of personal choices lived within its confines, is the flow. Neither one is less perfect than another and each has its place.
Note: On the 24th June, 2008 the laws of reality were changes in the Book of Life to reflect the following: The gap between the Higher order of the template and the lower order of the collective expression of the beings of the cosmos shall be reduced to a 1% difference. The remaining 1% shall change at a rate that produces a comfortable and well-rooted pace of growth. It shall act as a timing mechanism that provides just enough opportunity for the emerging butterfly to gain the strength to fly.
